Family Affair

I have three sisters and two brothers, an enormous amount of uncles, aunts, nieces and nephews. Very rarely do we ever hangout and when we do it always ends in disasters. I've always been envious of families that have sunday dinners and go on trips together. My family isn't like that. My mother has always been the evil "step mother" my father always the one who is "never there". One sister never got enough attention, the other too much...the other was just stuck in the middle. My brother not really my fathers felt, lost. And my lil brother Andrew is.......the result of an affair. Then there's me sitting back always experiencing and almost out of body experience. Looking at everything from above. Always wanting us to just get along, to love eachother, to appreciate eachother. Always waiting for what I'm beginning to think is impossible, always hoping for.......Unity.

my heart's a little sad today.

Dar.