So it was 9:13 this morning I'm still half asleep, and I have to be at work at 9:30. I can't get myself out of bed it's ridiculous. Every night I set up my alarm to wake me up at 7 am only to wake up two hours later the next morning. It's so frustrating because it fucks up my whole day. I used to have a morning routine and then
everything would fall into place as the day went by. Now, everything is just chaos. I need
energy-need to go back to the gym. I've become so lazy. I don't like lazy me, she stays home all day and downloads songs and watches TV. The me with energy? That
fierce bitch wants to climb mountains and ride hot air balloons just because she can. So on that note, about a month ago I made a list consisting of 21 things I've never done that I want to do over the course of 2010. I was thinking......why stop at 21? In the past two days alone I've thought of fifteen more things that I want to try.
Let me start over...
I AM going to do these things and I'm giving myself
zero limits....none of anykind. I am not going to make up a list and I'm sure as hell not going to plan anything out. Everything with me is so damn pre-meditated. I've often witnessed that the most random acts turn out to be
amazing, unforgettable experiences.Maybe it's "soul searching"..."finding myself' or whatever. Point is there is a whole
unknown world out there waiting for me....waiting for
YOU to discover it. Call it cliché .....but I'm off. I'll keep you posted (;
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