How Could This Not Be Scary...

To A Four Year Old...

Seriously what ever happened to Tom and Jerry, Rescue Rangers, Bugs Bunny!!!! yeaaaa that's right I'm blogging about cartoons but thing is I see cartoons EVERY DAY now because of Andrew. I swear if I hear GO DIEGO GO one more time I think I'm going to scream. Anyway point is Spongebob is a weird looking dude in the first place, and now they do THAT up there to him. Poor little guy, and yet Andrew finds him fascinating lol. That's his bedtime buddy. If it were me....he'd give me nightmares. O_0

That's all Folks.....DEE ;)

Spring Time Looks Like You.

I always see your face in the spring time.

In the strangest of places.

Always.

I Have A Visitor....

His name is Andrew....and he is my four year old brother. I just met him yesterday and he is the cutest thing I have ever seen. I'm not really going to get into how he came to be, but it was NERVE RACKING waiting for him to arrive. I think I was more nervous yesterday than I was the day I had to take my Nursing entrance exam. I don't know how to be a big sister lol. My mother on the other hand is so good with him. He won't talk much so I tickle him a bit to get some laughs. This is going to be a tough, weird, rollercoaster of a journey. & I welcome it with arms wide open....I'm sure my heart will follow.

Y VOLAMOS...

I'm sitting here eating my breakfast listening to Franco de Vita's song "Volamos"(We Fly) It's beautiful and it's just that kind of day. It's sunny out and it just feel amazing. Crazy what a little bird chirping and Sunlight can do. Spring is almost here and it makes life just that much better. ;) I've been..positively happy these passed couple of days. I feel like I'm floating on air and no I am not in love, I haven't met someone new, I'm just amazingly calm. I love it. I haven't felt this good in a while. Life is truly a beautiful thing and I just want to grab each moment by the balls. It's amazing what can happen when you stop caring what people think of you and start doing whatever the fuck it is that you want to do. People shouldn't have to explain themselves so damn much.

I cared too much; I was truly letting it overcome my life. & now I finally start to feel at peace. I was letting insignificant comments, things, actions, alter my emotions. Why should anyone or anything have that kind of power over you. When you can wake up absolutely drunk with happiness and next minute your stressing about not receiving a text message or seeing something on some one's facebook page (lol it happens). It's shocking when you sit back, evaluate yourself and realize that you feel disillusioned and disappointed over things that when you take a second look, are not worth it. So, time to strap on my wings...

& FLY

Dee

P.S.

"I'm gonna ride this motherfucker til the wheels fall OFF"- Martin Lawrence

Insane in the Brain

I really really really....

want to do this.

But I am terrified.

Am I crazy???