Friday, May 14, 2010

Drunken Kisses.

You taste of mangoes in the summer time.
Your scent still lingers all around me.
Your lips have left stains all over my body.

I breath you in and become intoxicated.
And I never want to come off your drug.
My thirst for you never quenches.
My need for you....insatiable.

Kiss me and don't ever stop.
Not ever again.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

On My Playlist...






Bruno Mars-






The talented dude behind the catchy chorus of Nothin On You - B.O.B and Travie Mcoy's Billionaire . He just released his EP album - It's Better if You Don't Understand.
Though he's collaborated with many other artist and co-wrote many hits...I think this album will be what finally puts him out there----well at least to us. Check him out. I give him 2 thumbs up.

The Other Side ft. Cee Lo and B.O.B. -------------LOVE IT.



By the way B.O.B.(mentioned above) is also another artist making his mark out there. Check out Airplanes with Parmore's Hayley Willams and Eminem......
Pretty Fuckin Awesome Collabo.
















Sunday, May 9, 2010

Mamita Bella ....My Beautiful Mother..Happy Mother's Day


"Dear Mama,"---Tupac Shakur

'Cuz through the drama, I can always depend on my mama
And when it seems that I'm hopeless
You say the words that can get me back in focus
When I was sick as a little kid
To keep me happy, there's no limit to the things you did
And all my childhood memories
Are full of all the sweet things you did for me
And even though I act crazy...I got to thank the Lord the you made me
There are no words that can express how I feel
You never kept a secret, always stayed real
And I appreciate how you raised me
And all the extra love that you gave me
I wish I could take the pain away
If you can make it through the night, there's a brighter day
Everything will be alright if you hold on
It's a struggle, everyday gotta roll on
And there's no way I can pay you back
But my plan is to show you that I understand
You are appreciated
Sweet lady
I'm sure these lyrics pertain to whole different kind of situation..... but Madre Mia...

You are appreciated...
-TE AMO. ♥
Darleny.


P.S.

I made the most amazing lasagna for my mother today....and I say this because I made two trays and they were gone in less than an hour lol ........*kudos for me* ...I'm Happy today just because my mommy is :)

Friday, May 7, 2010

to all the boys I've loved before-Mayda Del Valle

fierce.

to all the boys I've loved before- Mayda Del Valle

Part 1
we are not your mothers and are not meant to be
it is not our responsibility to raise you into respectful beings
you have been weaned from the breast of a woman for years
yet you come to us wounded and half filled with promises you can only keep half the time
trying to suckle our sense of self dry
we’ve become much to accustomed to sleepless nights and damp pillows, have become accustomed to waiting for our empty beds...
to be weighed down with the bodies of men heavy with the scent and the hands of other women
mornings with swollen puffy eyes are becoming routine and we simply wanting to be loved
simply wanting to be able to love ourselves unconditionally
simply wanting to be held and feel safe
simply wanting the truth of whether you can really love us or not
play Hester Prynn!!
wear scarlet letters on our chests
become adulteresses cheating ourselves out of what we truly deserve
willing to settle for less
willing to act like a little less than a goddesses
willing to sleep with the enemy
men too scared to stop acting like boys
thinking we can love away their scars
so we take the lashes of the insecurities they pour on us
and lick our wounds in quiet mourning for the little girls we lose by the minute
fast fading memories of playing hopscotch and skippin’ rope
we now play freeze tag with each other’s hearts...
play hide and seek with our love
if we just don’t breathe maybe we won’t get caught up in the spider’s web we weave while waiting for what we give away to be returned

part 2:
you said you had a photographic memory
but apparently you forgot that honesty begins by being real with yourself
and the ones you claim you love
should have never wasted my time
and just acted like the man you claimed and told the world you were
made a production of setting my folks at ease with tales of how you’d do all it ever took to never break my heart
I guess you thought you were talking to a roomful of the deaf and blind
figured they didn’t hear you
cuz I never saw it coming
but the truth cannot be hidden
what’s clouded in darkness will always come to light my love...
you shoulda known that
claiming you saw my light so clearly and brightly
so I left
chasing paper trails of promises you’d already set on fire
left with nothing but the ashes of who you’d written that you were
and singed fingers from trying to grasp the impossible
and the only thing I’ve really lost are lukewarm kisses that for too long I kept trying to tune the beat of my heart, a few lies, and stories about honesty and truth
I guess shit happens
I just wish it wasn’t me
and I guess
it’s so much better to have loved and lost
than never to have loved at all
I know that’s some easy shit to say
but I’m still gonna try to live by it
I’m still gonna try to put my faith to rest in it
I will sleep on dry pillows now in a bed big enough to love myself in
I will awake these coming mornings with my eyes dry and shining
full of the knowledge I am priceless and worth nothing but honesty
I will remove the scarlet letter from my chest and hold the hand of the little girl I used to be
and say I’m sorry to her
I’m sorry for cheating you out of the joy you have always deserved
&
I will wait for a man to come along
that can give me the truth of how much he can really love me

-amazing
Mayda Del Valle....a standing ovation for you my dear.

Good Night Folks.
DEE.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Motivation!! Get On It!!

Keep Going
Keep Learning
Keep Working
and
Keep Getting Better
E V E R Y D A Y
Every Effort Gets YOU closer.
-Marston



is key.