So Happy I Could Cry.

But I won't ;)

That's me up there on the right in the operating room.

I am finally done with the first year of Nursing School.

Finished this last semester with a B+

I can't really explain how amazing this feels.

How proud I am of myself.

1 year done. 1 more to go.

Now....I'm ready for an amazing summer.

P.S.
So many of you believed in me when I didn't believe in myself. Thank You.

Love,
Me.

I'm just a soul who's intentions are goooooooodddddddd ....

so so sorry for abandoning you for such a long time bloggers,,,,and then writing that horrific drunk blog last week. lol. we all have our weak moments don't we? so. catching up time? yes. so i've been good, on my last week of schoo,l actually taking a break from studying from my final right now. I've been studying for the past 4 days so far. Final's on Thursday and I have to say I'm not at all nervous. More like "come on let's get this over with" anyway...ask me tomorrow lol lol. Mother's day just passed and My famz and I went to this place called Rumba Cubano to have dinner. OMG amazing cuban food...and cheap too...hey what more can you ask for.

I've been feeling really happy lately..hmmm don't know what it is lol. Maybe it's because after a year of Nursing school torture, I'm actually getting a longgggg break. So excited for the summer and for what's in store for me..cuz I know it will be great... That's if the world doesn't end..or if I don't chosen on judgement day which is on May 21 according to Harold Camping... yea....I google lol....but hey just in case that really is our dooms day, until that day comes....I'll be living my life...happily, day by day. :) Moving on...I've been listening to some great music lately man...old songs...and some new ones that I'm just like woa. I've actually had to stay away from listening to my ipod because if I do....then I can't study. Its like I get into this muscial,,,amazing trance. lol anyway here are some downloading worthy songs.

Reminded- Tyga ft. Adele
Bound to you- Cristina Aguilera
Ex-factor- Lauryn Hill just in case you didn't have that
Someone to Love Me- Mary J. Blige, Diddy, and Lil Wayne...takes me back to that 90s feel.
Moon and the Sky- Sade and Jay Z....just lovely
Rolling in the Deep- Adele
I Need a Doctor- Eminem, Dr. Dre and Skylar Grey


PLEASE DON'T LET ME BE MISUNDERSTOOD-NINA SIMONE.....in capatitals...just cuz it's so damn good.

Hope you like:) there are so many more but I have to get back to studying.
sorry.

LOVE,
a happy (please Lord don't let me get off this high lol) Dar. xoxo

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What is it? Why is it....?? that what we want what just doesn't want us back.....or why is it that we want what we just can't have. I just don't understand. I want it so fuckin bad...so why can't I ...why won't I...have it......why?

It's Cinco de Mayo...I'v had too much vodka....and I just. don't.understand. FUCK............FUCK.